I have talk to my dad about studies again. He told me "Can you work & Study". What does he means. Full time work and Study part time. I know how hard it will be do two thing in one time. But i have to listent to him. He have done for me many thing in my life till todate. If i dont listen to him. I m not a human.

Why is my dad wan me to do that? Cos his office has many problems. So now is the time i have to stand on my own feet to support myself and my family. I belive that i can do it. I can do both things in one time.

Today going back to work after long weekends. Hate to sit down without doin any work. Hope today have many work to do. Enter office on my computer and log in to my lotus notes. I have mails to assign. Then Erene call me to do the monthly report. Thats all for today. Doin report and sitting down waiting for the day to end

Sms Harprit told her that my dad asking me to do full time work and study part time. Here How it started:-

Harprit: Shiya can you do me a favor. Can you call your agent and see if they can find Param a job. He can go down next week monday to see them. He badly need a job. I called my side but the lady is no more already. Can you pls ask. Your agent to recommend him.

Shiya: Sure I will be mailing her to get me a job too. I will write to her about him too.

Harprit: For you job? You don wanna study huh? Did you talk to your dad about your loan?

Shiya: Yup. He ask me to do part time studies. I talk to him already. I m sorry to infom you this?

Harprit: Wat. Why he ask you to do part time studies? Explain to him we can work part time also. Classes will be 2 to 3 time a week. I do want to be alone studying.

Shiya: I told him already classes are 2 to 3 days. He told me look here dear. Ur classes are 2 to 3 days. And you will be paying a bit more for part time studies. He told it will be same as part time studies which classes will be 2 to 3 days per week. I also dont wan study aloone. I also wan to study together with you. I think my dad office got some problems. He dont wan to tell me. He also dont get his pay slip. Thats why he dont wan to take loan. I can take my pay slip to take loan but i ned to work hich i willl contine do it. Hope you understand.

Harprit: I know Shiya but tell you mom to talk. Even i'm taking loan. My dad told to use my pay slip also but my dad garantor. Tell if work par time also can get the money and pay. Shiya i also going to work part time to pay. i underdtan your prob. But veinga full time JOB and part time study is hart. But a full time study and part time JOB can still manage. Explain to to ur dad. Just try to pay first installment. The rest can take loan and do also.

Shiya: I will talk to him. THe loan for us only give till 10K. I hope u got the mail which i forward to u.. My mom also ask me to do part time studies. SHe telling me that many people workingand doin part time studies. Why cannnot u try out tooo? See how first. Even i m not coming to study with u. Hema will be there.

Harprit: Its not that who's there or not. The thing is we aim to stud together all 2 of us. I m not stopping you from working but All i m telling is that work part time. I m din this cuzthere;s good example in my house Mandeep she use to do full time work and study part time. Her results are so bad. She study very hard you know cuz i ve seen her study wen i ask her why never pass properly she say its tiring to do like this. I ve also gone through the same thing I know how it is. Is Okai for tou to work hard and score little marks or is it Okait for you to study hard and work part time. NO matter how much will power is there yiur tiredness will take over. Yes they giving 10k but v can try RHB. He sya that seem to be good place to take loan. We can take loan from two places. There are so many ways its just we never find those ways. Many ppl can work full time and study part time their socores may not be good. Priscilla is another example. She failed everthing even though she work was only from 8 to 5 every day. She study so hard but due to work she could not concentrate. She's a intelligent gal who score. All a's in her ITE. Every subject she score a's. I m not telling so mych cus i want to in same class cuz i know how it will be. Trust me. Don do something that will make you regret. Everyone have money problems even i also having. I'm also finding ways to pay my school fees.

Shiya: Ya its not easy to do two things at one time. I will talk to him again. But i m not sure do they have part time work.

Harprit: Part time they many not ve. Some places ve. Part time work we ve to work paces lke restaurants like where Rahu works. NUTC part timers also got get bonus all. I think RMA there will have part time work. Newspapaer hot lots of part time work. Job Central also ve part time work.

Shiya: Must go and check out. That dad i didn apply for IT jobs. And also apply in NLB.

Harprit: Oh okai. Ve you talk to ur dad about loans and all that. Did you check from RHB one.

Shiya: I told hime that POSB giving me 10K for me. BUt one thing you need a company letter telling that you working here.He check out about RHB bank. HE sya lets wait and see how things first.

Harprit: Oh okai Can apply the POSB under dad name rite.He can get company letter.

Shiya: Ya. I m not sure will he apply or not. His working palce ot alot of problems.

Harprit: Did you not aks him wat sort of prob he ging through. Did he tell your mom authing tha happen at work.

Shiya: They dont wan to tell me. Its not abouut the job. HE dont get to pay his CPF. He taking out from his own salary.

Harprit: Yes understand. I told my dad also CPF cannot use. HE trying other ways. He ray will wnat to consider RHB.

This how the sms was going on. Even in the msn also like this. THis is the time listien to my parents. I know they have gone ture many hards times getting money to pay my school fees. If i dont listen to them. I m a idoit and not a human. Ltes take this as challeneg and lets me archive in my life. Show them i can do it. I LOVE TO WORK HARD. DAY OR NITE. Withour working hard u will not ahive any thing in ur life.

Allah plz show me the correct path. I m confuse but for now I have make a choice of my life. Listening to my parents. ALLAH I WAN EVERYTHING TO BE FINE.